I have tried my best to avoid politics in my blog posts. I have tried even harder to do them without mentioning our commander in tweet, but with LGBT rights in the cross hairs yet again, I have emerged from the shadows, with my opinion. Lets say that you see the genetics of an individual. The code listed is
Lately you may have noticed that I have not been keeping up to date on my blog posts. Job has been tough. Not been making anywhere near enough money to survive. My car is deteriorating. I have felt completely worthless as far as my lot in life has held for me at this moment. But the problem with depression
Thanks to the Hallmark Holiday nature of Valentines Day, it is quite impossible to ignore it. But worst of all is when in my life, this day has turned to a day of nightmare and only part of it is due to the actual nature of Valentines Day. What follows is a recount of some of the very darkest
There is a metaphor I am fond of that describes my life perfectly. Imagine you are lost in a cave. You are desperately looking for the way out. You wander, seemingly alone in the darkness. But unfortunately, dark creatures inhibit this cave. They refuse to let themselves be seen. Their red eyes are aimed at you. And as there
After I finished T3, I hit a slump partially caused by a string of horrible jobs and partially due to apathy and neglected to keep my body in shape. I started struggling with depression, a mindset that I had thought long defeated and buried. The lack of Dopamine influx was having quite a number on my mental stability. Still
August 31 has never been a day I have looked forward to. While 1998 seems like an eternity ago in numbers, it still seems like it was too close to comfort. On that day all those years ago my Papa was finally bested by the Lung Cancer that he had been fighting for many years. He was stubborn to
I know some of what is contained here is a repeat of what I told you guys at the end of the trip, but I wanted to immortalize how I felt in the infinite vastness known as the internet. I went on birthright very much afraid of how things might play out. Being that I have Aspergers which until
The last couple of days have been an emotional roller coaster. I promised I would write these blog posts in the now and right now. I will admit I am beside myself. While yesterday, I was on cloud nine, tonight is the opposite. Part of it is to blame on my emotions being a little edgy for sure. But
Lately this statement has been coming up a lot. And quite frequently it has been directed at me. It irks me when people trumpet foolish statements. Especially foolish statements created with the intent of distraction and manipulation. Today, I will explain why those reasons are. First perhaps we should figure out what a real job is? Like many of these
Lets face it, the title of this blog post gives away that I’m gonna be honest about myself here. (Or completely naive. I’ll leave that up to you to decide) There have been a couple periods in my life where I was a complete terror to deal with. Times in my life where I could not care about anyone