A Most Productive Day

Admin/ August 21, 2015/ Rants

You may have noticed if you follow my blog, but as of late, I have not been writing as much.  I have been distraught, tired, and depressed all the time.  I have not had the energy to really do much of anything and had felt myself wasting away.  That ended today. Today has been one of the most productive days

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Returning to College

Admin/ July 27, 2015/ Rants

  These last few years have been a wild ride.  In and out of multiple jobs.  Finally realizing that working retail is the greatest cancer in the job world.  Getting a book published.  Creating this blog also happened. This summer I began taking online course again to make up or a more than 2 year lapse in my education.  Still

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Despair: Self Doubt

Admin/ May 19, 2015/ Rants

  The last couple of days have been an emotional roller coaster.  I promised I would write these blog posts in the now and right now. I will admit I am beside myself.  While yesterday, I was on cloud nine, tonight is the opposite.  Part of it is to blame on my emotions being a little edgy for sure.  But

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Why the Phrase “Get a Real Job” Is Foolish

Admin/ May 7, 2015/ Rants

Lately this statement has been coming up a lot.  And quite frequently it has been directed at me.  It irks me when people trumpet foolish statements.  Especially foolish statements created with the intent of distraction and manipulation.  Today, I will explain why those reasons are. First perhaps we should figure out what a real job is?  Like many of these

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Taking a Step Back

Admin/ May 1, 2015/ Rants

  Through a series of circumstances not limited to my car breaking, missing a train, missing multiple buses, job searching, and listening to poetry at open mics, I have had a new sense of reflection that I think I have been in serious need of for some time. I will be working backwards with my discovery because it becomes easier

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Baltimore

Admin/ April 30, 2015/ Political

  This is an angry rant post.  This is my opinion.  And most of you are not gonna like it.  But I am tired, tired, really tired, of reading everyone speculating and making scapegoats and focusing on completely the wrong issues of the riots. For those of you who do not know, either because you don’t live in the United

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A Mistake I keep Making

Admin/ April 19, 2015/ Rants

  Lets face it, the title of this blog post gives away that I’m gonna be honest about myself here. (Or completely naive.  I’ll leave that up to you to decide) There have been a couple periods in my life where I was a complete terror to deal with.  Times in  my life where I could not care about anyone

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Why Pokemon Black and White is the Best Game in the Series

Admin/ April 7, 2015/ Video Games

  There are a whole lot of Pokemon games out there, and I have played an overwhelming majority of them.  Still Black and White has a special place in my heart and the game goes far above and beyond the rest of the series. Warning this blog post contains spoilers for this game.  Read at your own risk! Before I

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Fighting With Despair

Admin/ March 14, 2015/ Rants

  Some of you may know this, but others do not.  I have had an ongoing battle with depression for most of my life.  That feeling of hopelessness called despair, is even now, a constant companion.  Fear of failure stalks me at every turn.  The feeling that I need to succeed to be happy is my one ambition.  But deep

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