Yet, I am not one of these adults.  This lack of a love life or family has my family and a few of my friends alarmed.  Many are worried about me being all alone.  I will admit, at night, I do fear this frequently.  But that is at night when I go to bed.  When I am awake, it hardly crosses my mind.  Now, I will be focusing on what does cross my mind instead.

 

Instead of spending much if any time on relationships, I have spent every moment awake bettering myself.  From writing Novels, to creating Blog Posts, to working Low Paying Jobs, I am focusing on Me First instead of others.  I cannot make the world a better place until I have made myself a better place.

 

I may spend many nights alone.  I may be made fun of by my friends at bars when I have no ambition to flirt with strange women while drunk.  I may not even go out as much as i want to just to avoid having to think about these things.  But I know in the long run, a better me will make a better life.  A better life for myself, and for everyone who chooses to be part of mine.